Post by chagal on Oct 27, 2006 10:43:25 GMT 8
i met this guy on a blind date (on my bday actually) and at first sight, i knew we we're off to start something. as the days go on, we became closer, we were constant txtmates, we would often go out to have dinner, watch a movie...and he would even invite to his friend's important gatherings...but on the course of the developments..nothing was plain clear about us...and he was just sweet...i dont know if i'd call it flirting but it just felt good being with him...he said never cyang nanligaw and his first and only ex gf pa ang nagpropose sa kanya. so that made me confused kung ano ba talaga kami sa isa't isa. after several months, i just found myself falling hard for him that a single day with his text made me feel miserable hanggang dumating sa point na di ko na kaya so i just decided to ask him...he said naguguluhan pa cya...after thatt we met again but nothing was said about the topic we had the last time....on the next date, i asked him again and said i'll just it like he doesn't like me at all kase wala naman cyang sinasabi. sabi nya magkita daw ulet kami in 3days on his farewell party. nagkita nga kami and he said the moment that he saw me that he wants to be my bf. i was so happy that time i could have jump, but i didn't. on the course of the evening, he was so sweet to me in front of his friends and told everybody 3 months na kami kahit kaka-on lang namin...2 days later, kahit wala pako tulog, i went to the mall to buy him a gift kasi he was leaving for abroad for 7 months at paguwi ko, i just got a message from na everything was just a show, saying i deserve someone better. why do i always end up hurt?!!!